Mark 4:26-34
Then Jesus said,
"God's kingdom is like seed thrown on a field by a man who then goes to
bed and forgets about it. The seed sprouts and grows—he has no idea how it
happens. The earth does it all without his help: first a green stem of grass,
then a bud, then the ripened grain. When the grain is fully formed, he
reaps—harvest time! "How can we picture God's kingdom? What kind of story
can we use? It's like a pine nut. When it lands on the ground it is quite small
as seeds go, yet once it is planted it grows into a huge pine tree with thick
branches. Eagles nest in it." With many stories like these, he presented
his message to them, fitting the stories to their experience and maturity. He
was never without a story when he spoke. When he was alone with his disciples,
he went over everything, sorting out the tangles, untying the knots.
Food for
thought!
Wow! Are we that
helpless? Jesus today is both revealing our helplessness and our hopefulness.
We are helpless in that there are things we don't know and we can't know; there
are things we have no idea how they happen. Look at the farmer in the gospel
reading: he does not make the seed grow, he does not even understand how it
grows. This knowledge is hidden from the farmer. It is the secret of life.
Nobody has ever possessed the secret of life; no one has ever created anything
in the full sense of the term. We can discover things; we can rearrange them;
we can develop them; but creating them we cannot. This is how helpless we are.
I want you to
look at the Book of Revelation, chapter 5 to see our helplessness. «I saw a
scroll in the right hand of the One Seated on the Throne. It was written on
both sides, fastened with seven seals. I also saw a powerful Angel, calling out
in a voice like thunder, «Is there anyone who can open the scroll, who can
break its seals?» There was no one—no one in Heaven, no one on earth, no one
from the underworld—able to break open the scroll and read it. I wept and wept
and wept that no one was found able to open the scroll, able to read it. One of
the Elders said, «Do not cry! The Lion of the tribe of Judah has won the
battle. He is the Root of David. He is able to break the seven seals and open
the scroll.»
This is why
today's gospel reading says that Jesus «did not speak to them without a
parable, but privately to his own disciples he explained everything.» It means
that each one of us is a story, he is a parable, a difficult parable, that only
Jesus can explain to us. We are a sealed book that no one can unseal, not even
ourselves; only Jesus. All your ups and downs, all your victories, all your
failures, all your sins, all that happens in YOUR life, is a parable that the
Lord is telling you. A parable that you can't understand on your own. This is
the bad news. The good news, is that Jesus can explain everything to you, in
private. Yes, it is in private that he will tell you. Imagine if the Lord told
in public what each of us is and has ever done in our life! Thank God that he
only tells us in private, so that no one knows. Why? Because much of it is shame
and shameful.