Matthew 20:17-28
17* Now as Jesus was going up to Jerusalem, he took the
twelve disciples aside and said to them, 18 "We are going up to Jerusalem,
and the Son of Man will be betrayed to the chief priests and the teachers of
the law. They will condemn him to death 19 and will turn him over to the
Gentiles to be mocked and flogged and crucified. On the third day he will be
raised to life!"
20 Then the mother of Zebedee's sons came to Jesus with
her sons and, kneeling down, asked a favor of him. 21 "What is it you
want?" he asked. She said, "Grant that one of these two sons of mine
may sit at your right and the other at your left in your kingdom." 22
"You don't know what you are asking," Jesus said to them. "Can
you drink the cup I am going to drink?" "We can," they answered.
23 Jesus said to them, "You will indeed drink from my cup, but to sit at
my right or left is not for me to grant. These places belong to those for whom
they have been prepared by my Father." 24 When the ten heard about this,
they were indignant with the two brothers. 25 Jesus called them together and
said, "You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and
their high officials exercise authority over them. 26 Not so with you. Instead,
whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27 and whoever
wants to be first must be your slave-- 28 just as the Son of Man di d not come to be served, but to serve, and to
give his life as a ransom for many."
Food for thought!
"Now as Jesus was going up to Jerusalem, he took the
twelve disciples aside and said to them, 18 "We are going up to Jerusalem,
and the Son of Man will be betrayed to the chief priests and the teachers of
the law. They will condemn him to death 19 and will turn him over to the
Gentiles to be mocked and flogged and crucified. On the third day he will be
raised to life!"
These words of Jesus are very revealing of him; they show
a Jesus who focused on something, his death. In light of his death, Jesus is
going to Jerusalem, to die. The gospel reading says that he took his disciples
aside and started to talk to them about his death. I wonder if you ever tell
your family or friends about your death! Or it is a taboo?
Talking about your death will help you to be focused like
Jesus. Jesus was a man whose face was set on some goal. He was a man whose mind
was made up. He was a man who was determined to go somewhere and who refused to
be distracted from his mission. Jesus was a focused man, whose mind was fixed
on some mission and who was determined to carry it out. Jesus was ready to pay
the price, come what may.
This is what Jesus is asking the two disciple: "Can
you drink the cup I am going to drink?" Jesus is telling John and James,
what you are focusing on has a price tag; are you ready to pay the price? This
is a lesson for all of us: whatever we want to achieve in life, whatever we
focus on, like having good life, good family, great business, good job, good
spouse, has a price tag. You can't have your dream realized without paying its
cost.
James and John payed the cost too. As you know, James was
the first apostle to die a martyrdom and his brother John was the last apostle
to die, in exile. In other words, the two got what the wanted, be one on the
left and the other on the right of Jesus. one died first, the other last! Next
time you kneel down to ask Jesus for something think twice; think not only of
what you ask for, but also for what you will pay to get it.
What is on your mind, what is your focus, what is your
goal, what are you asking Jesus? Are you ready to pay the price? Do you ever think of your death? Do you ever
talk about it as Jesus did many times? Do you share with anybody about your
death? Have you planned for it? How would you like to be buried? Where? Do you have a will, a testament? This is the
best way to plan for and think of and share death. Don't be afraid. Like Jesus,
take your friends aside and talk to them about your death.